Mom/Grandma came to visit last week, and took all three kids home with her on Saturday.
I'm enjoying the break, working extra long hours at work trying to beat deadlines, and spending some time for myself.
But I miss them.
Yea, they drive me crazy...but I miss them.
Today at work they asked me how I was enjoying the time alone...
I said I was trying to enjoy it...but I missed them so much.
What they replied made me realize how much my children are intertwined in me.
How much they are a part of me.
They said "Of course you miss them...they are your whole life"
I don't know why I didn't realize it before...
I didn't realize how much my co-workers picked up on this.
But they are.
They make up the better part of me.
I do miss them like crazy,
but am taking this time for me.